Why is it so hard??

So i've been stuck at 160.8 for a few months now, I have squeezed into a size 4 but it definately is a squeeze, anyways lets fast forward, I got so mad at Ballys (now LA Fitness) over how they didn't cancel Brian's membership and kept charging me that I cancelled mine as well! anyways I haven't worked out since November and I feel like crap and I know I have to start allllllll over again, my eating habits are still okay but I need to kick it up a notch, my work will pay for a membership but heres the thing I work an hour away from my house, brian's house and unless I wanna go to 24 Hour (which btw costs $45 a month!!!!!!!!!!!!!, my work will pay for $30 a month but I don't want to pay the extra $14) so i'm gonna have to start working out at home or something because this is not cutting it, I was doing so good but now i'm in a slump, I need someone or something to pull me out of this!!! HELP